What feels like years of silence
Thoughts repressed to none
Imagine though the shock from isolation
From darkness to finally see the sun
I’ve left my mark
My writing is on his arm
To forever bear
You wont forget those scars
Those broken shards
Just like that haunting stare
How could I forget his presence
When he alone heard in care
Was that suppose to be enough?
My own was banished long ago
It took death of hope to let you go
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won’t listen to your shame
You ran away- you’re all the same
No one can reach me
Find so many truths again
My heart is just too dark to care
You can’t destroy what isn’t there
… What?
No,
These days come every now and again
But no way,
I thought that that was the end!
Do you want to meet again?
When our paths split so far in death
Are you proud of yourself, faggot?
Are you glad I left you alone?
As much as the storm churns
And all I can do is shake my head
Some things must last forever
Even when we’re dead
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Is there any wonder I’m not right?
Tortured to ends by this madness
Are there too many wrongs to right?
I don’t want to say goodnight!